Time...

Time sure flies huh. It's been a rough 3 months, from excitement, to happiness; from happiness, to sadness and now, reluctant to be apart.
I'm glad, appreciating every precious moment with her. That's why I will not ever refuse a single chance that get us to meet. A short journey from her home to workplace, from workplace to home, buying stuffs and etc.
I don't know how she feel when it comes to this, but for me, I wish for unlimited time that she will not be gone, though i knew it's impossible.
Even though we quarreled several time because of different ideas or P.O.V (Point of view), yet, she forgive me. I'm glad I met her, On-of-a-kind.

talk?

Communication.
One of the most important criteria.
On what?
Relationship, of course.

Why?
Try and talk with the one you love,
Once in awhile.
Which mean once in a really long period of time.

I'm doubt.

Not you,
Me.
What is happening?
I'm confuse.
Short-temper.
Worry.

Sorry won't do good.

Besides,
You don't seems understand what I'm asking for.

Or,
The problem is me.

Well,
Take care.

Days~

Great day~

Went for swimming.
Tired yet enjoyed.

Remind me the last time we went to the beach.

but it's different this time cause you're not around.

Thinking when are you coming back.

Waiting for that day to arrive.

miss you.

Video call is fun. =)
Although,
You are in front of me,
yet,

You are so far away.

I'm sure you will have my great great hug once you step out from the arriving point!

Once in awhile.

It has been quite some time since my last update.
It's semester break now.
Kinda happy yet I'm sad.
Reason?
Everything seems to be different without her here.
 

Quarrel?
Not really.
Different perception.
What to do?
Support.

She mentioned,
and I must accomplish it.
I'm your biggest supporter!
No others can replace me!

Sorry for my behavior.

Some times,

things may unable to be spoken.

Me, as well.

I've had enough of it~!

Dun say that I was mean, think before you says it.
You have disappointed me for everything that you had told me.
And now, you did it again.
Do you know?
You promised me that it can be balanced, but now?
Let me tell you, I've had enough.

A post without title,

Seriously, these few days I don't know what's wrong with me.
Never been this uneasy for so long.
I've totally no idea on what should I do and how to coop with it.
Been listening a lot from friends, most of it are questions and some sort of things that can freak me out.
Well, I just don't know how to answer them but to reply with, "It's her decision to make, I will support her."
Obviously, I'm lying to myself, meanwhile trying to hypnotize myself.
I'm sucks isn't it?
I have no idea how long will this last.
But then, in a relationship, the hardest part is not to get along with your partner. It is waiting for him or her for an unknown period of time.
Sometime, waiting isn't really an option.
You may thought I was mean, but, there must be people who agree with it.

So don't blame me if I'm tired of waiting.

Time will pass and people will change,
I'm pretty sure a person will change whenever he or she enter into a new environment and different association.
Words you said now unable to guarantee in the future.
I'm not giving up, I'm just telling what is on my mind.
If you've seen this post, hate me or love me.
It's all depends on you.

Things are always unpredictable.

The time has come, decision has been made.
Now it is time to let it go.
For her sake and us.
Everything will be different.
When I'm on semester break,
I no longer need to wake up early in the morning, fetch you to breakfast before going to your workplace.
I miss that.
During semester break, will be lonely I guess.
Looking at your photos, reminds me how you used to be like.
Things really come out without any warning.
Since you have made your decision,
all I have to do is to support you and respect your decision.
No matter what I'm with you.
4 years are not a short period,
I wonder what will happen in between it.
Well, lets just leave it to the faith and time.
In the end, I will still tell you, Good Luck, Have Fun, Study Well, Be Careful.
I guess it will be weird if haven't meet each other for quite some time.

A bed is cold when there is lonely,
A bed is warm when there is warmth.
A listener can cheer everyone,
but mustn't be able to cheer him or herself.
Things that can't be mention, keep in heart.
Things that unsuitable, speak wise.
Things that hurt, must be avoided.
Do not hurt others as well as yourself.
A wise man control his emotion instead of controlled by emotion.
However, even an indestructible heart can be weaken.

A person can stand still for his will,

when there is a others to accompany along.

Recent.

What happened recently?

Assignments, presentations and mid-terms.
Seriously, I'm being bothered by things.
Have done 3 presentation and left 2 presentations and a campaign to go.

For assignment, there is only 1 left.

Well, it is entering the busiest week now.
However, it's been 1 and a half months since last time I'm home.
I seriously think about them a lot.

 All I want her to know,

no matter what happened,

I'm with her.

However, don't test my limit.

I got my own temper.

Everyone has got his own problem to due, I'm in the category as well.

Sometime, I really wished that she's here with me.

Problems do occur.

Such a busy person,

time is not enough,

what can I do?
Nothing...

I can forgive,

but not forget.

There are things that you can't change,

when it's a fact.

This is reality.

Update

It's been quite a while since my last update.
Officially enter 2nd year of degree's uni life.
everything is getting tougher.
Don't give up ya. =)
Promised someone that will not give up that easily.
I have do my best for this semester, well, lets pray. hahaha...

Back to Kepong, meet up with my buddies. =)
Miss my house, room, family and my girl. ^^
Lets just enjoy 'two-weeks' long semester break.

Memories

There are memories.
Which we can't be wipe off from our memory.
It contains happiness and sadness.
However, they are the precious memories that I will remember for the rest of my life.
My beloved, my friends, my family, my bros...
I'm glad, I met you all.
We all have our plans.
But remember, we have appeared at each other's path of life.
Things we did will never be a crippled.
Although there may contain foolishness and madness.
But we have it without regret.
At the end, remember....We are friends.
Friends. =)

A whole new year~

It's 2011~!!!
This is where we step forward and left what we should left in 2010.
Looking forward to this brand new year with unexpected things coming.
Wishing everyone will have a great new year and having all their problems solved.
May those who are great can be greater and may those who did not well can be better. =)
It's 2011, work harder to what you targeting for. =)
Enjoy and appreciate what you having now. =)
Do not forget the one who accompanying and celebrating the new year eve with you.
Haha, don't know what should I write for now...
Bye~~~=)

PISS OFF!!!

I wanna know where you are not because I'm suspecting you or whatever you thought so!
I want you to let me know before you going somewhere with anyone or alone just because I will have clue where can I look for you or who can I contact when I can't reach you or find you!
If I disappear myself for more than one day, what will you do?
You sure can't do anything because you don't have a clue where am I and who I'm with!
I hope you understand...
If you wanna think at other ways round.
Fine, so be it.

Recently

Time passes real fast, in  a blink of eyes it's now entering the sixth week of this semester.
It makes me felt like I have done nothing but fooling around again.
However, this semester I really did put effort in.
My repeated subject, Principles of Microeconomics.
I get a marks of 40/50 in the mid-term test one, however I didn't achieved my target. "sad"
And this coming Saturday is the Mid-term test two,
Wishing that I can do well in this time.
Things really happened a lot recently,
There are people who left us although I do not know them. But they're a mutual friends.
To those who suffer the losses, be strong!
They are still with us but they only in another form that we can't see nor feel.
They will be together with us in our memory.
So, whenever you think bout them, try recall back your memories of the time you guys been together.
It's a good way to relieve yourself.
Okay, time's up, ^^
Take good care of everyone of yourself. 

It's been long my friends.

 It's been quite some time since my last updated.
Now it's time for me to make clear of what have I did in between the time I disappeared myself.
First of all, of course, I'm having my semester break.
Well, I spend quite a lot of time with my ex-secondary schoolmates which appear to be my buddies.
I have a great time with them.
All the basketball things, Dota, and many more.
I enjoyed the time.
Of course, need not to forgot bout my pretty girlfriend, I think we are still in quite a hot temperature.
At least I think so. Hahahaha!!!
And in the mean while, I have my worst day too during this break.
Car accident, basketball injury and the main thing is, my result.
Damn it!
I have failed my parents once again.
I never thought it will turn out this way,
When I heard of my result,
What was running in my mind is, how should I face them.
Guilty, sadness, pity.
I no longer of myself.
Get it together you piece of shit (well this is what I'm saying to myself).
Harder time could be pass as long as you will not give up.


Lastly,
RISE AND RISE AGAIN,
UNTIL LAMBS BECOME LIONS.

14092010

Oh gosh,

I'm bet that everyone is trying their best since our final examination started yesterday.

For me today is the first blood,

I'm wonder did I do well but for sure I had tried my best to answer everything.

Who knows whether it is correct or not~

Well, it's gonna continue again.
Tomorrow is the Quantitative Paper I.

Well, it is the only subject for me in this semester.

Now I'm really wondering whether did I took the wrong choice. = =

Well, life will carry one!

You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you’ve got, remember what you had, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, but remember life goes on!

Updated~~~02092010

It has been quite awhile since the last time i update my blog.
now, I suppose, everyone is busy of their fina examination as well as I am.
since I studied in degree right now,
everything is different.
As I know, it is really tiring some more there's not the only thing we have to worry about.
*sigh*
I'm worried bout it even though I have give out the best I got.
mid-term test nt very bad but it's not very good as well.
well, think that there is only one way I can do,
put more effort.
read a post from my friend just now,
he stated Jack Neo once said'' 做人就要敢敢来,敢敢拼才有前途.''
Well, I think of it.
if I really did the way I want, things will really freak out.
So, better focus on what I'm going to face.
GOOD LUCK YA EVERYONE! 

Wonder~

I'm wonder,
What will a person do if your partner is nt finding you.
You are waitting he/she to send you a message or a call for you.
However, after some time and there is still no new income message in your inbox and there is no any missed calls in your phone.
What will you do?
keep waiting or switch off the phone or send he/her a message or give he/she a call?
What will you do if you found out that she is busy chatting with friends or busy something else real serious.
For me, if I found out that my partner is buysing of her works; I will be fine with that.
However, if it is the 1st option, I think I will probably just ignore or switch off the phone.
Even though I knew that by doing this will cause something bad happens.
What will you do if it was you?
Sometime I will hope that she will look for me whenever she is free to.
However, this is not the 1st time.
Enough of that, I'mma tired of it as well.

31072010~02082010

Penang trip. ^^
Fun and happy.
Depart from Kampar at Saturday evening and stay a night over Chez's place.
There are total of 7 of us in this trip.
Mega sale period....went for shooping. ^^
Bought myself a belt and a polo-T.
haha....xD
Considered good. ^^
Have some nice foods during this trip.
haha....just simply update.
Very tired d.

Well Well Well

Huh.
It's Sunday again!
Even though there is no need to study or go for class on this day,
but it still quite boring if you just staying in hostel!
There is no place to go if you don't have a vehicle, I mean car.
Today German vs Uruguay, at 0230.
German won! I'm glad.
However, German can't enter to the final.
Later, 0230a.m. of tomorrow 12/07/10.
The final match of FIFA world cup!
The last match!
Netherland vs Espanyol!
I'm hoping Netherland will win this match!
All right, off to study.
Three test on the same day. *sigh*