Friday, July 22, 2011

A post without title,
Seriously, these few days I don't know what's wrong with me.
Never been this uneasy for so long.
I've totally no idea on what should I do and how to coop with it.
Been listening a lot from friends, most of it are questions and some sort of things that can freak me out.
Well, I just don't know how to answer them but to reply with, "It's her decision to make, I will support her."
Obviously, I'm lying to myself, meanwhile trying to hypnotize myself.
I'm sucks isn't it?
I have no idea how long will this last.
But then, in a relationship, the hardest part is not to get along with your partner. It is waiting for him or her for an unknown period of time.
Sometime, waiting isn't really an option.
You may thought I was mean, but, there must be people who agree with it.
So don't blame me if I'm tired of waiting.
Time will pass and people will change,
I'm pretty sure a person will change whenever he or she enter into a new environment and different association.
Words you said now unable to guarantee in the future.
I'm not giving up, I'm just telling what is on my mind.
If you've seen this post, hate me or love me.
It's all depends on you.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Things are always unpredictable.

The time has come, decision has been made.
Now it is time to let it go.
For her sake and us.
Everything will be different.
When I'm on semester break,
I no longer need to wake up early in the morning, fetch you to breakfast before going to your workplace.
I miss that.
During semester break, will be lonely I guess.
Looking at your photos, reminds me how you used to be like.

Things really come out without any warning.
Since you have made your decision,
all I have to do is to support you and respect your decision.
No matter what I'm with you.
4 years are not a short period,
I wonder what will happen in between it.
Well, lets just leave it to the faith and time.
In the end, I will still tell you, Good Luck, Have Fun, Study Well, Be Careful.
I guess it will be weird if haven't meet each other for quite some time.

Monday, July 11, 2011

A bed is cold when there is lonely,
A bed is warm when there is warmth.
A listener can cheer everyone,
but mustn't be able to cheer him or herself.
Things that can't be mention, keep in heart.
Things that unsuitable, speak wise.
Things that hurt, must be avoided.
Do not hurt others as well as yourself.
A wise man control his emotion instead of controlled by emotion.
However, even an indestructible heart can be weaken.
A person can stand still for his will,
when there is a others to accompany along.

Recent.

What happened recently?
Assignments, presentations and mid-terms.
Seriously, I'm being bothered by things.
Have done 3 presentation and left 2 presentations and a campaign to go.
For assignment, there is only 1 left.
Well, it is entering the busiest week now.
However, it's been 1 and a half months since last time I'm home.
I seriously think about them a lot.
 All I want her to know,
no matter what happened,
I'm with her.
However, don't test my limit.
I got my own temper.
Everyone has got his own problem to due, I'm in the category as well.
Sometime, I really wished that she's here with me.
Problems do occur.
Such a busy person,
time is not enough,
what can I do?
Nothing...
I can forgive,
but not forget.
There are things that you can't change,
when it's a fact.
This is reality.