Emotions

Today have a bad mood.

Have no idea why will I mad when I saw that.

Maybe I was afraid.

I don't know.

I don't know what to do.

I'm getting tired.

Shouldn't said tired.

I have come for so long.

I will not give up so easily.

  I will stay still for you.

Two more days...

And it will be 3 years anniversary.

We will hold each other hands and walk it down the part for the rest.

But there is a question in my heart.

Even though I know what the answer is but still,

I want to hear it from you.

These days the gap seems getting apart again.

I don't know what will happened in the future.

But all I know is I am here with you and you are right here by my side even we are far apart.

I'm sorry for making you sad just now.

I tried my best.

Hope you will forgive me.

Nobody is perfect, I AM THE NOBODY!

In my heart you are a perfect and good girlfriend.

I won't get other people influence me.

I remain myself.

The one who always listen to people's words ad observe everyone.

I am myself.

Last time on blog be4 final~~~

Today might be the last day I updated my blog

as the final examination is coming.

Not in mood,

I have no idea why I'm moody.

 

Keep feeling frustrated to everything that around me.

Temper is easy to be light up.

*Sigh*

What is the problem actually?

What making me so moody.

Trying to find the answer through meditation.

However I can't find any answer.

All I found are some memory over the past of us.

 

 We used to talk a lot,

Smile a lot,

Not much of quarrel as well.

But people changed don't they?

Realized that things had changed.

Not much of chatting,

Smile remains,

but the quarrel increased.

Its my problem.

Things had changed but I didn't.

Because of afraid.

But what am I afraid of?

No idea...

Think again.

But there's no answer.

Will it be better if I move on and started to change?

Can't think bout that.

You are well asleep now,

I'm sorry for lying you that I will be on bed together with you.

I can't sleep.

These days you will be very busy?

Take good care of yourself as you always told me that you having headache or stomachache and also gastric.

I'm sorry I can't give any help but only to remind you take care.

I'm blaming myself.

Isn't it?

*Sigh*

Remembered what Ms.Chin told us,

Blue color is a color,

Red color is a color,

Black color is a color too.

Blue and red color bring happiness to your life

Well the black color brings Sadness,

But, you should appreciate there is a black color appeared in your life.

It is because black color will help you get stronger and better,

Even though sometimes it's painful.

I appreciated the black color.

 

But in the same time,

Yet you had brings me lots of blue, red and many colorful color in my life,

I thank you for that.

You are the thing that I most treasure.

Thank you for appearing in my life.

Again I'm sorry for making you angry yesterday.

Forgive me will you?

I know you must be thinking that I'm very annoying that time.

I understand that.

I'm so sorry.

Okay,

It's time to stop.

Before I end

I would like to thank you to all my friends who helped me a lot.

Thank you.

Wished that all of us will handle our final examination well.

Good luck!

For you,

Thank you,

For so accommodating me.

Thank you,

For always stay by my side.

Thank you,

For giving me a chance to love you.

I LOVE YOU.

Internet line plus study problem~~~

Oh My God!!!

I really no idea what's wrong with that guy!

His internet line is sucks then block ours??!!

Go to hell!

Our line also as sucks as yours!

Consider that ok???!!!

Damn frustrated with this! 

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

Anyone can tell me what to do?!

Call the technician also can't give any help.

Straight tell him?

*sigh*

Why this kind of people is my housemate? 

Forgot bout that!

Currently I'm studying for my final exam.

Cheer up!

Checking my next semester timetable as well.

I'm really getting mad!

12 classes in one week!

Which means, 84 classes to attend in 7 weeks!!!

Crazy!

*sob sob*

So tired!

However I don't have any idea.

But only to rush!

Believe in myself that I can do it!

GAMBATEH!!!

Be confidential~~~

Last night,
She gave me a call.
In the conversation she told me that, that guy had send her a bunch of roses. (12 i think.)
And the next day that guy send her a bag and some tonic. (brand's)


Hahaz...I told her don't waste those things as that guy send so many gifts to her.
But I bet that every guys will felt weird when your girlfriend receive things from her admirer.
I know that feeling now.
Really weird. Sort like anger but it's not.


No matter how many admirer that she have,
I will still be the best of myself, 
I will not stand back,
I will only step forward.
Be confidential,
I will have faith in you..


This is my words that I gave them to you,
Leaving you is meaning less after what we been through.
And there is no point for me to give up by now.
Thank you for chosen me,
I hope that you will never lie to me again.
I said it,
If you don't feeling want to talk bout it,
Then I will just wait until you want to tell me.


Lastly,
"I LOVE YOU! "
That's all i mean.

Welcome to 2010~~~^^V

Welcome 2010~~~^^

It's a brand new year!

And new things are coming!

In a new year, there is new hopes and wishes.

Everyone is getting themselves for the brand new year.

And us,

Will be facing our final exam again! 

Try your best!

In return for a greater reward!

Cheer up!

If something sad happened!

Look forward!

And it's a brand new year!

It's my story time~~~ 

In the year of 2009,

Passed it with many regrets and sad.

However, There will be happiness when there are sad.

1064 days,

We had been through.

You brought me sad in the same time,

You gave me happiness.

Left a month and it's our third year anniversary!

I'm sorry that I cannot get back on time because I was having my final exam!

I know you can understand it!

When I look back to how I live through year 2009,

I have no idea.

However, in a new year,

I'm gonna change myself, improve myself.

"When there is a will, there is a way."

I always believe in this.

Hope you guys will work hard for your goals!

Gambateh!

And lastly, my family.

2 years that I din celebrate the new year with them.(Including my wife.)

Last 2 years is because of National Service,

This year it's because of my study.

Haha~~~funny. -.-

OK,

It's end here.

Hope everyone will have a wonderful year 2010!