Something I would like to say but I can't speak it out. So...I still can't say it out.

It's been so long,

Whenever I against it or disagree it and wanna tell her.

I can't say it and I don't know what to say.

I want to tell her what I'm thinking but I couldn't.

Honestly, there are something I don't want her to do.

But it always happen.

Even now I also don't know what the hell am I talking about.

Is this communication problem?

I don't want to make her upset or sad,

But I really dislike it.

I wanna know do she understand my worries,

I wanna tell her everything but I can't.

Felt very useless toward myself.

Wanna do something great but in return always get the result that out of my estimation.

I want her happy,

Maybe this is the reason I can't say it to her.

Or it's just I was afraid.

What the hell am I talking bout?

Have no idea!

Talking nonsense here...

Ignore it if you think this is an idiot post. (Even myself also think that this post is stupid.)

Am I stupid or idiot?

*SIGH*