Last time on blog be4 final~~~

Today might be the last day I updated my blog

as the final examination is coming.

Not in mood,

I have no idea why I'm moody.

 

Keep feeling frustrated to everything that around me.

Temper is easy to be light up.

*Sigh*

What is the problem actually?

What making me so moody.

Trying to find the answer through meditation.

However I can't find any answer.

All I found are some memory over the past of us.

 

 We used to talk a lot,

Smile a lot,

Not much of quarrel as well.

But people changed don't they?

Realized that things had changed.

Not much of chatting,

Smile remains,

but the quarrel increased.

Its my problem.

Things had changed but I didn't.

Because of afraid.

But what am I afraid of?

No idea...

Think again.

But there's no answer.

Will it be better if I move on and started to change?

Can't think bout that.

You are well asleep now,

I'm sorry for lying you that I will be on bed together with you.

I can't sleep.

These days you will be very busy?

Take good care of yourself as you always told me that you having headache or stomachache and also gastric.

I'm sorry I can't give any help but only to remind you take care.

I'm blaming myself.

Isn't it?

*Sigh*

Remembered what Ms.Chin told us,

Blue color is a color,

Red color is a color,

Black color is a color too.

Blue and red color bring happiness to your life

Well the black color brings Sadness,

But, you should appreciate there is a black color appeared in your life.

It is because black color will help you get stronger and better,

Even though sometimes it's painful.

I appreciated the black color.

 

But in the same time,

Yet you had brings me lots of blue, red and many colorful color in my life,

I thank you for that.

You are the thing that I most treasure.

Thank you for appearing in my life.

Again I'm sorry for making you angry yesterday.

Forgive me will you?

I know you must be thinking that I'm very annoying that time.

I understand that.

I'm so sorry.

Okay,

It's time to stop.

Before I end

I would like to thank you to all my friends who helped me a lot.

Thank you.

Wished that all of us will handle our final examination well.

Good luck!

For you,

Thank you,

For so accommodating me.

Thank you,

For always stay by my side.

Thank you,

For giving me a chance to love you.

I LOVE YOU.