Time...

Time sure flies huh. It's been a rough 3 months, from excitement, to happiness; from happiness, to sadness and now, reluctant to be apart.
I'm glad, appreciating every precious moment with her. That's why I will not ever refuse a single chance that get us to meet. A short journey from her home to workplace, from workplace to home, buying stuffs and etc.
I don't know how she feel when it comes to this, but for me, I wish for unlimited time that she will not be gone, though i knew it's impossible.
Even though we quarreled several time because of different ideas or P.O.V (Point of view), yet, she forgive me. I'm glad I met her, On-of-a-kind.

talk?

Communication.
One of the most important criteria.
On what?
Relationship, of course.

Why?
Try and talk with the one you love,
Once in awhile.
Which mean once in a really long period of time.

I'm doubt.

Not you,
Me.
What is happening?
I'm confuse.
Short-temper.
Worry.

Sorry won't do good.

Besides,
You don't seems understand what I'm asking for.

Or,
The problem is me.

Well,
Take care.

Days~

Great day~

Went for swimming.
Tired yet enjoyed.

Remind me the last time we went to the beach.

but it's different this time cause you're not around.

Thinking when are you coming back.

Waiting for that day to arrive.

miss you.

Video call is fun. =)
Although,
You are in front of me,
yet,

You are so far away.

I'm sure you will have my great great hug once you step out from the arriving point!

Once in awhile.

It has been quite some time since my last update.
It's semester break now.
Kinda happy yet I'm sad.
Reason?
Everything seems to be different without her here.
 

Quarrel?
Not really.
Different perception.
What to do?
Support.

She mentioned,
and I must accomplish it.
I'm your biggest supporter!
No others can replace me!

Sorry for my behavior.

Some times,

things may unable to be spoken.

Me, as well.

I've had enough of it~!

Dun say that I was mean, think before you says it.
You have disappointed me for everything that you had told me.
And now, you did it again.
Do you know?
You promised me that it can be balanced, but now?
Let me tell you, I've had enough.

A post without title,

Seriously, these few days I don't know what's wrong with me.
Never been this uneasy for so long.
I've totally no idea on what should I do and how to coop with it.
Been listening a lot from friends, most of it are questions and some sort of things that can freak me out.
Well, I just don't know how to answer them but to reply with, "It's her decision to make, I will support her."
Obviously, I'm lying to myself, meanwhile trying to hypnotize myself.
I'm sucks isn't it?
I have no idea how long will this last.
But then, in a relationship, the hardest part is not to get along with your partner. It is waiting for him or her for an unknown period of time.
Sometime, waiting isn't really an option.
You may thought I was mean, but, there must be people who agree with it.

So don't blame me if I'm tired of waiting.

Time will pass and people will change,
I'm pretty sure a person will change whenever he or she enter into a new environment and different association.
Words you said now unable to guarantee in the future.
I'm not giving up, I'm just telling what is on my mind.
If you've seen this post, hate me or love me.
It's all depends on you.

Things are always unpredictable.

The time has come, decision has been made.
Now it is time to let it go.
For her sake and us.
Everything will be different.
When I'm on semester break,
I no longer need to wake up early in the morning, fetch you to breakfast before going to your workplace.
I miss that.
During semester break, will be lonely I guess.
Looking at your photos, reminds me how you used to be like.
Things really come out without any warning.
Since you have made your decision,
all I have to do is to support you and respect your decision.
No matter what I'm with you.
4 years are not a short period,
I wonder what will happen in between it.
Well, lets just leave it to the faith and time.
In the end, I will still tell you, Good Luck, Have Fun, Study Well, Be Careful.
I guess it will be weird if haven't meet each other for quite some time.